THOUGHTS

one thought can dominate your entire perspective on life and no matter how much you try to change, it just comes back..over and over to make you realize that you are incapable of thinking about anything else...and even when you do, you supconciously are thinking about it......
...there are times when one thought dominates your life at some point...its ususally something that scares you...or bothers you....or maybe it is an anticipation for something or someone...but there are times when you just cant let go of that thought...but there is always a reason why that thought keeps coming back...it is there to remind us that there are things that need to be done...and it prepares you for the event that will happen...the one anticipated....it keeps telling you what you want...the thing that might need to be happy....or the thing that might hurt you....

INDIVIDUALITY

We never realize, but actually, this world is a lot bigger then we assume...there are so many people in our lives...everyone has their own story....and there are so many people around us..so many people we SEE each day...so many people we hear about..on the news...from others....when we consider that....then we realize that we are a very minute part of something, very big....yet we feel special...important....independent...but to someone else we might just be a part of something...and might never be an individual....for e.g. if someone talks about you, they always refer to your country....your city....your school....or the people you know...and they always relate you to someone or something....whenever we think about someone we always categorize them...putting them into a larger group...before we consider them as an individual...
yet the whole world is moving towards individuality....everyone tries to be independent...
But without each other...we are nothing....

TEST

why should life be easy in the first place?....why should we assume that life should be all about flowers and sunshine??....because it isnt and people should be OK with it!....its not easy and there is a reason behind it...

HAPPINESS

This is one of those subjective things that everyone believes in...but the problem is that everyone assumes that it is something that everyone experiences in the same way...everyone generalizes happiness...people just want to be "HAPPY"...but most of the time, they dont know what they are looking for...and most of the time they want something just because someone else has it and they seem "happy"...so we automatically assume that that thing would make us happy too...what we fail to consider is that everyone is not as HAPPY as they might seem to be....everyone has problems to deal with and just because they seem happy does not mean that they are actually satisfied with their lives....and the reason for that is that happiness is overrated by everyone...everyone paints a picture with endless diversity of colors...but no one realizes that picture is not easy to paint and that life is not easy....it might seem easy for some people, but as a matter of fact, it is a test....it is a test of integrity, faith, strength....

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MEMORY

humans have the ability to forget....our memory is something that will always stay with us but wont always stay on our mind...there will be times when we will stop thinking about something and let it go....thats why all bad memories will eventually leave us alone...but they dont go without leaving there marks....bad memories in a way, always change you....thats how they try to stay with us...that could be in a good or a bad way..but they do....once they have changed you, its time for them to go....and then its up to us if we want them to come back or not, by doing the same mistakes we did we invite them back into our lives....and thats only because we didnot learn our lesson the first time...we didnt change our lives, our ways...we never bothered to change ourselves or maybe we didnt think those were bad memories to begin with...and it starts all over again....

LIFE

our whole existence revolves around us....no one in this life is important in the end but you....even when you lose someone close..ppl keep telling you to pull YOURSELF together...because its all about you and no one else....others come and go...the only one standing is always you...if you stop existing then that is were life ends....but if someone else stops existing..life goes on for you, no matter what...we die alone....

ABILITIES

there are things in life that come naturaly to u...and somethings you work really hard for...but we never really appreciate what we have and always run after what we cant have or what we cant be....maybe this is what drives us to work...the whole purpose might be just to have something you can never have....and if u find it...u are what alot of people around you will never be.....but the worset part is that alot of people around us want exactly the same thing...and people who act all different and say that this is not what they want are actually hating the fact that they cant be like you....but then there are times when you dont get what you want....and that is a big blow to your existence...that is the time when you realzie that no matter what happens...life wont end here...you still have to focus and and try for something new...but no matter what you say...deep down everyone knows that you are damaged and it would never be the same again....and the big question remains..how many times will it take for you to stop existing?....when will it be time to let go?....

FEAR

fear is natural....we are most of the times, afraid of what is happening around us...and that fear basically makes us aware of our surroundings...if we had no fear we would inflict damage to ourselves...and thats how we learn lessons in life...by inflicting damage...when we are young everything is exciting....we are fearless...bt as we age, we have inflicted enough pain to ourselves that it makes it impossible to live life without fear....and soon that fear takes over our entire life...
children on the other hand are so fearless that they might never realize what might harm them until they have experienced pain...

DEATH

what really scares me is when people get old..what goes through their mind?..do they always feel scared that one day its all going to end??...what if they are alone and old?...what would I do if I was in that position?..would I still have a positive approach towards life?...see the point is that one day I am going to realize that I am old…I probably have a few years left..and I probably will die soon..then what would I do?..will I care about people remembering me?..or will I just except the fact that its all over…will I just give up and die before I actually die??..what if I do something really impressive and people remember me but after few years no one even remembers what I looked like or who I was?...i would be dead and it wont matter…nothing would matter..everything would be over and I could do nothing about it….then why cant I choose to have a life or not??..if I cant choose when to die?..then why cant I choose to have a life in the first place???...why are we forced into this life?..why go through so much trouble?...why go through all the bullshit?..and for what?...if I had a choice..i would choose to never be born..never go through thi stupid pointless life….because in the end..u die…and no one can do anything about it…and everyone goes away…u are left alone…and then you die alone..

why do we have to see death?...why cant people just vapourize?...or vanish?...why do we have to see them fall sick and in pain?..why do we even have the instinct to care for others…I wish I could just stop caring….that would never hurt me…and I know that’s very selfish but It would be so easy to see people come and go…never to be sad or feel bad about them…I guess one of the reasons why I wanted to be a doctor was to stop caring…and never to get hurt…because once I experience death more than anyone else..i might be able to deal with it…because right now it’s the worst feeling to listen talk or do anything about

HUMAN NATURE

the basic concept of this world is randomness...there is nothing that can be justified...everything is so random...the only way to justify things is statistics...which basically are an excuse to ignore everything that is wrong in this world and to consider only the most dominating or the most powerful evidence...and i think all those people who consider just one event and build their lives on it are although naive, but are in no way wrong...atleast they do believe in one thing..while others have to take a general concensis and then decide..they are basically scared to live there life...they rather live life with facts and evidence...while it is nothing but randomness...which no one can predict...what if you are a part of one of those rare events that almost never happens??..will you be able to ignore it?..will you still live your life that revolves around a bunch of statistical facts which would mean nothing to you at that point....for example statistics show that 1 in every 1000 people crossing for example the main road infront of the place u live will die....so will you be the one who thinks 1 is a significant number or will you think that its ridiculous to think that someone will die...because the statistics are so low....but everything will cahnge once you are the 1....your idea about te satisitical fact would change drastically....
this brings us to the unpredictability of life....it is so amazing that most of us can atleast predict our daily routines or anticipate what will happen tomorrow....if we didnot have that capability or if life was so unpredicitable that everyday would be the most different day ever spend in your entire life uptill that point, then it would be exciting to wake up everyday...not knowing what might happen the very next second....this is something we learn from the time we are born...because for a child every second would be a new feeling and a new sensation....children are no wonder always excited and happy....for them life is full of surprises and unpredictable events...but do we ever fear life when we are children?...do we ever get scared when we cant predict what might happen?....