euphoria

life is a constant state of euphoria...a bliss in which you can get lost..and the only way to get out is to laugh...but this state of mind is not shared by many...what is it about life that makes us feel distant and at times different about it?....some of us alienate ourselves from life..its wonders..its unpredictability..its excitement..but why?...those people are not new in this world for sure..they have usually lived half of their lives...then why do they plan to get rid of their life?..what makes a person think, plan or even attempt murder on him/herself?...why does life become a problem they need to get rid of?..is it because they hate life?..themselves?..the world around them?..the people that live in it?...whatever the case is, they face all their fears and try to end everything...for a normal person its hard to think about death..any incident that causes a person to be in a life threatening situation shakes the core of our existence and makes us realize what life is about...but for someone who has made a concious decision to end whats left has no such feelings...not having a life is what excites them...will eventually end their misery..because life no longer has meaning for them...what these people need to realize is that life alhough short and unpredictable, it still can be changed with effort...that euphoria that we feel is a constant struggle between ourselves and our existence..we are fighting and trying to maintain our lives as good as we can because man was made to fight..and try..to suceed and live...because without life..there is nothing..just darkness...end